Checking In
I'm still alive and very much missing you all. A friend of mine told me I needed to start blogging again because she knew it would help me to cope with everything that has been going on. Problem is I still have to be careful what I say.
So, here's the thing. The big bombshell. The 'family issue'.
Ralexwin and I are getting a divorce.
It's been rough. It's been horrible. We are both in a lot of pain.
My grades at school are as bad off as my finances. The amount of friendships I've retained is down to a dismal 8 ish. I have very few who will talk to me from 2 months ago and all my nearby friends are freshly made.
I am alone in a vast sea of humanity, but I am so much better than last month. I am learning to embrace this and not run from it.
So that's the basics. Take it as you will. If you've known about it and not contacted me in the last month, don't bother. That's my only bitter request.
Love you all
Cannwin
So, here's the thing. The big bombshell. The 'family issue'.
Ralexwin and I are getting a divorce.
It's been rough. It's been horrible. We are both in a lot of pain.
My grades at school are as bad off as my finances. The amount of friendships I've retained is down to a dismal 8 ish. I have very few who will talk to me from 2 months ago and all my nearby friends are freshly made.
I am alone in a vast sea of humanity, but I am so much better than last month. I am learning to embrace this and not run from it.
So that's the basics. Take it as you will. If you've known about it and not contacted me in the last month, don't bother. That's my only bitter request.
Love you all
Cannwin
Comments
I think your friend is right. Writing is good for coping. And you could always go private, and then not have to worry about being so careful...
- Sarah
I am so sorry this is happened to you — to the two of you. It kinda came out of nowhere, which is maybe how it felt for you, too. I can imagine the grades falling apart, and other things, too.
On about that "I am alone in a vast sea of humanity." At least you can could one Bear as a friend (although a Bear who loves a long way away).
All I an offer are blessings and Bear hugs. So that's what I'll do.
I just thought I'd drop by and say I feel for you.
PS, I'm Mormon too!