Court
Today I have to go to court. Why I have to go to court is a bit of a long story but essentially it involves an argument with Ralexwin, a slap and the police.
I have never been in trouble with the police in my life.
I have never even had a speeding ticket.... not even a warning.
I am so nervous that I actually threw up this morning.
I'm wondering how it is that my life took such a drastic shift in such a little bit of time.
Blogging is supposed to help me feel connected again with those who love and support me. Help me feel less alone.
Last night I felt about as alone as was humanly possible.
I wonder how long it will be before I don't feel so hollow inside anymore.
Maybe I'll go throw up again.
I have never been in trouble with the police in my life.
I have never even had a speeding ticket.... not even a warning.
I am so nervous that I actually threw up this morning.
I'm wondering how it is that my life took such a drastic shift in such a little bit of time.
Blogging is supposed to help me feel connected again with those who love and support me. Help me feel less alone.
Last night I felt about as alone as was humanly possible.
I wonder how long it will be before I don't feel so hollow inside anymore.
Maybe I'll go throw up again.
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Blessings and Bear hugs in your time of pain and sadness. I pay you strength in whatever is happening.